love lfe

2009-07-31T20:44:00.001-07:00

sorry for not posting for a really long time yeah.. hahas.. well next week mock exam haven been studying yeah.. cause been thinking u know.. hahas let my emotion control me.. yeah suck huh... yeah ever since she left me .. but hey there's more to life i guess=) mange to find many friends who stand by my side u know... just a short post that's all

2009-07-17T02:56:00.000-07:00

hey hey..yeah realised i wasn't study much these days..freaking loads of work.. had 2.4 run super tired..muscles are like aching .. these days i felt i was lacking in class so yup..must study hard le... HEH.. how m i these few days??? well still okay ba..glad to see her smiling the way she used to be lor.. yeah i guess she is having fun.. some one ask me how m gonna carry on with my life.. i m still speechless.. well i gotta admit it is hard.. hmmm.. see her happy i guess maybe could just relieve me abit.. hahas.. well this is part of life.. well i mean i tried my best to hang on.aiya... whatever i ain't gonna blame her lah.. well she said i would hate her one day.. god often told us to bless our enemies ...well i aren't gonna hate her..cause it is not worth it..

dragon lady ask me go church tmr,,, hai..alot of work needed to be done.. nigel jia you=)

2009-06-30T02:51:00.000-07:00

welll june holiday just passed yeah fast huh...super lots of things happen.. firstly morning i saw her ..i mean yesterday sorry.. yeah couldn't dare to look at her..wei she may be small but once she scold she is monster sia=P heh.. well trying to sms her for some time though she did not reply.. hahas. just keep telling my self u know she is busy in order to get myself busy so that i won't think of her..yeah... aiya..whatever lah..

yeah well this june i hurt another person aiya super complicated ..haha...

but but but but hmmmm this holiday meet up with my 4e1 kakis..wee.weee everyone did not study hard so yeah make myself as ease a bit..but must start working hard le.. hahas. oh yeah..i mean up with steph=) omg super cool..heh..

i did not know she exist sia. cause we know each other from when we were 9 months old..really no kid..just that when we were 1 years old or something then we went our paths hahas..now back together liao...hahas.. yup yup.. okay guys take cares=)

2009-06-22T21:02:00.000-07:00

hey guys..yup i m back.. well not much just staring at my book all day nothing get into my little brain...hahas. hmmmm yup dreamt about her....zzz...again... yes again..hahas. what is the feeling when she is not around with you..answer is sucks.. hahahs.what to do.. nvr mind lah i mean... i did try my best but fail... maybe i m not good enough.. hai must try harder..

2009-06-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

pretty stress up i guess..hai i mean trying really hard to do well for O level sia...hai..man i miss chubby...and like she want me died.. aiya no wonder i so emo emo...kekek...hai though many of my friends like holiday mood i m not lor...freaking tired sia.. keep studying like siao...shit sia...really hope the time i spent would pay off =) hai nothing much to blog ...just prayt for me k..

my little chubby... dunno should call u or not...hai..miss u leh...but later u keep bullying me...T.T

2009-06-09T02:15:00.000-07:00

well what can i say more... i guess this is it...u really did fianlly let go of me..yeah nvr mind ba... dunno if u would ever miss me or not.;; gonna Hurt my body so hard till my bones drop and break.... i will do that....

2009-06-05T22:59:00.000-07:00

felt so guilty ...for wat i have done.. hahas... man why i mean where is my trust with her...is everything just only study and study... i felt i study too much.... study so much i don't even have time for my family friends..and most important her... come on nigel..u having been gone through so much shit already isn't time to pull yourself together..what is most important is u.... how u want to lead your own life... a good life... u screwed up your PLSE big time... all your friends went away yet u are still stuck in this shit hole.... u have big dreams... dream that require you to work hard.... yes u are working hard but not smart... so let'sdo this...

sorry guys.. i mean it has been really really crazy man..yeah going out later.chill my self.off....

i just wanna be happy that all///

2009-06-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

i gonna bet that you all may think i am pretty emo ..haahs...probably been stress out eh??? YEAH..THESE semester had been really tiring u know trying to put a strong side of me and stuff... i guess i have been worring too much yeah and guess what..i finally my ans yesterday..=)

yesterday was great cause i went on errrrr....something lah... guys i know where is the sweetest place u can date ur gf...haha...wanna know?? call me then=) no lah cause yesterday fetch my sis from volleyball. .. intially wanna study want then suddenly sms err that person lor... so yeah.. hahas... met her then waited for the train....then decided to take the train in the opposite direction is like we two were on it and then yup really talk=) hahas..feeling just great...then drop off at one of the station.. walk to east coast i know it soungs really crazy but yeah,... with that some one..u wish it lasted forever.. hahas..hit down the beach...yeah talk just enjoying and then back home..

yesterday really show u know i was thinking to much..about the past present furture... but u just relax enjoy the moment man...is it really...sweet...

keke...gonna studying hard le....

to YOU...hehe hope u had fun yesterday..ya=) i really did enjoy myself alot=)

2009-05-29T20:23:00.000-07:00

to nigel... seriously ah bro...Fuck u...u know y u cause many fucking unhappiness among the people aroung u people that u love u know what the heck... my life is fucking screwed

2009-05-27T02:51:00.000-07:00

well birthday was yesterday nve expect had a mini surprise celebration...Enjoy is... hai finally 16....=)

well... u seem to be drifting away.. keep on tell me to go with her when all u want is be on my side.. i also do wan to be with u.. u keep on tell me to go with her... i miss u so much... i know u do... hai.. if you want to let me go then do it ba..many friends would be talking bad about me... which honestly i dun really care..all i know i m the bad lousy guy... u told me that i would hate u...i won't...

2009-05-24T07:12:00.000-07:00

nenek very happy with monkiee boi nekek wants to love monkiee boi.. dunnnooo..hmmmmmmm... these days i guess nenek haven been sleep well dunno y ...finally called her yesterday and seriously she sound really happy.. keep say she is cute and always keep talking bad about monkiee...come on monkiee boi is the cutest of all wat...nenek agree.. nekek like monkiee...=P hahahs.. mr moon called me yesterday and told me that nenek haven been sleeping..keep on crying.. hai... nenek dun believe lor...=) nenek surprised=)

2009-05-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

well one day have pass trying to keep myself busy all the time when all i know that i miss you really badly life sucks without you. trying to chill out and stuff but yet things often come back. i guess many people thinks i flirt alot probably your friends. maybe my words would not be enough to tell you how much i love you.. till now the moon is the only have... dun worry about me k.. i will be fine..

2009-05-21T02:22:00.000-07:00

don't worry about it chubby=)

2009-05-21T02:10:00.001-07:00

well i guess i can't turn time around wish i could... never expected to be busy like hell these days eh??? well life suck doesn't it... hai.. this is life ba. You know... today i knew u kept staring at me. Hahas.. i only notice when i turn my head as i was rubbing my eye... our eyes were like looking at each other...deeply.. i ask myself whether is this thing i really want.. i guess is better for you i think.. u know the feeling is so strong.. but yet we were so far..hai...

2009-05-19T23:06:00.000-07:00

i havent been a great person...is time i change... for the better...

2009-05-16T17:02:00.000-07:00

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you out of my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I just can't find
The courage to show to let you know
I've never felt love like this before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me ? (oh yeah)
How will I know if I let you go ?

Night after night I hear myself say

Why don't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS
If I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know if I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

2009-05-15T19:40:00.000-07:00

i dun know wat to say man.. just wanna to say nenek i m so sorry.....

2009-05-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

To HER:

baby you re so beautiful
and when i m near you i can t breathe
a girl like you gets who she wants
when she wants it
you' re so out of my league
i show you no emotion
don t let you see what you re doin to me
imagine the two of us together
but i ve been livin in reality

fear of rejection kept my love inside
but time is running out so damn my
foolish pride

don t care if you think i m crazy
dosen t matter if it tums out bad
cos i ve got no fear of losin you
you can t lose what you never had

rules are made for breaking
nothin ventured nothin gained
i ll be no worse off then i am right now
and i might never get the chance again

tried to fight it but it cannot be denied
told my heart i didn t want you but i lied

chorus

now i m gonna confess that i love you
i been keepin it inside feelin i could die
now if you turn away then thats ok
at least we ll have a moment before
you say good bye

here on the outside lookin in
don t wanna stay dreamin bout
what could have been
i need to hear you speak my name
even if you shoot me down in flames

2009-05-09T08:31:00.001-07:00

god created the world in 7 days....i shattered mine in 7 seconds.

2009-05-09T05:42:00.000-07:00

My life have not been the same when i am with you,, i feel so happy every night i call you knowing that u would be bullying me make fun of me...keep calling me monkey laughing at each other. i still remember when i first saw u during sec 1 camp the way u smile and look at me..and it just feel great. Got your number justed smsing u and soon.,...we became true buddies... i often you ...maybe because u really make my day happy..knowing u would be always with me... Things started to went crazy.. u started to cry for me.. and i was deeply touch... i finally realised u were the one for me. I started to love u... loving till i could hardly breathe .. i miss u really badly..

Should we even meet at the first place... if it was not for the Sec 1 camp we won't be like this.. now..i start to hate myself... Y MUST I MAKE HER SAD..CONFUSED.. because of me she is like that.... and I ...i m so angry with myself.. y my life is so screwed up...y y y y y yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! must god make us like that??? HUH??? must god do this thing bad to us???? i really love her.... i really do.... but u came in my way.... y. y even let me meet her... y can't i even love her.. did i did something wrong??? did i??? aren't i working hard for my O level... i often pray that u give me strength to work hard... to do well for O's ..let nothing distract me.... but she is not a distractiont me... and the best part she is from a different religon... i often pray u to give me a girl who would love me...but must u do like this to shatter my life...my heart... must we??? IS IT BECAUSE I NVR GO TO CHURCH THAT Y I M LIKE THAT... m i??:?? i just can't stop crying...yeah i cried for goodness sake.. ..

i m so sorry.... but i will nvr be with her... i will never...

2009-05-08T00:18:00.001-07:00

TO her,... kekek nvr expected i wrote to you through here eh??? hahahs.. well u know , baby, i never regret not meeting you really.. in fact u are the one i was looking for but yeah O level's eh?? really wanna do well for my mid year too darling. so yup deleting your number is really not easy but i will cause i promise u that. Like i said if i have the power i will bring u to the moon with me le... well i haven been studying for the pass one hour or so... cause i miss you really badly.. To be honest the reason i prefer u is cause u make my day and i know u care a whole lot for me which i felt happy.. hai.. i just want u to be happy k. i know u miss me probably u will cry cause u miss me so much.. i know.. but i wan u to know u have my pic so dun be k. yeah i will be thinking of u every moment of my life.. Lastly..from the bottom of my heart... i just wanna say I love u!!!

2009-05-03T00:45:00.001-07:00

Hey guys...hahahs...

don't why see a picture my mood really went high up... hahas.. u know i been thinking whether is time for us to get hook up with our SOUL mate they call it, or just get your ass down and study for the O'levels.. hahas.. my ANS is.....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i dun know....=P ooooppss get your hopes to high eh??? sorry lor... anyways... been mugging alot i guess yeah yesterday no tennis WAH lao.... hahahs. but pushing my self to the limit must do well for mid year ya.. okay...

To my chubby, na na give u a big comment lah..u zu ba jian.. hahas. dun bully me kan??? heheh i know u rindu me dun need say lah u little tembum or watever u spell it .. guess the message?? yesterday should talk lor raining like hell..then can tell u ghost story ..confirm scare the shit out of you...hehe...=) kekeke dun say i never blog u ah..still thinking of the dream..bet u shy shy ...

cheers buddy=)

2009-04-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

My life haven't been a good...one but not that bad lah.. well just thought of posting.. U know sometimes god don't give me things i wanted.. and when i dun neeed it he gave me plentful... But y now???/

God did gave me someone who can trust, who could care for me, who always laugh with me... everything seeems so perfact.. but just on one day my world changed.. God created the world in Seven days, i destroyed mine in seven seconds... but life have to carry on i guess.. u know...missing someone u love...and care is so hard to do... it makes u feel you wanna get up hug that person tightly and don't wanna let go... but in the end u still have to...

i guess things are better now... Trying so hard....

2009-04-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

EVERTHING I TOUCH GET SCREWED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck up life....people say control your emotion yeah.... YYYYYYY mmeeeeeeeeee.............

2009-04-26T01:47:00.000-07:00

today was okay lah felt something super duper amiss...but yeah.. take it the hard way..dunno leh like very slack sia..but trying my very very best ..

wyeah taking the hard way...talking about my life...gave up my volleyball career...get hook onto my school...met many good friends there..all those stand by me.. met alot of friends who i get to know so so so close...that i felt we r a family...but shit happens...i dun wanna talk about it...

2009-04-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

hey guys...

well yup everything is fine..yup..gonna study for my ss and geog ya...trying to focus more.. is the old me Again... hahas..

good things does come to an end...

2009-04-23T01:29:00.000-07:00

hai...tiring sia..

tried O level maths..wtf not so easy i think it was sia... hai...i better buck up... hai...got so many things to do sia.. now outing damn lot of weight shit lah..

okay after much demand... chuuby listen ah...

well school is fine lor... hai okay lah.. just that very tiring sia... hai..but will not give up i promise chubby..T.T

2009-04-20T02:50:00.000-07:00

hey guys...

hahas..well wel on dad's computer ..hahas,,,well studying really hard i guess... keep mugging like siao...by the way i pass me chinese,,,,,and einglish which is a good start i guess.. school is fine... but just u know the cup case..hai..somethings life is like that.. wat mr nahar say was true.. people often remember the bad stuff about us..i mean some of my friends look down on me as well as my school.. no one remember the good ones we showed...like speech day ..but we nvr take part so yup...but was good lah... hai just wish the boy is okay..u know sometimes NT students are not really bad..the are friendly ..honestly...just that ppl do look down on them..most of the time..

PEOPLE ofthen ask me whether i m proud to be in my school...i tell them straight yes i do... i mean y not??? school in ccss has taught me many things..how to make friends how to work hard so on.. hai..

To 4E1 ,

hey guys. glad that we are all striving to be the best ya..all the best and ya take cares..jia you...=)

to NCC,

brotherhood, 4 years has past just a blink of an eye man glad we suffered to together, eat togther, shit together ... so on..Part D for life...=)

hmmmm.. to Chubby..

hey chubby u are...dun eMO lei... eh??? take cares =) crazy girl

okay guys got to study...=) cheers...

p.s hui ying is so gonna kill me tmr...=P.

2009-04-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

okay writing a short post eh??? hahahas... just wanna say well i gonna work hard..=)

LOL...

p.s i m not with u.. not this time my bloody ass got screwed..i not going to be friendly to u anymore... i m a junk...so this is it...

2009-04-10T03:47:00.000-07:00

hey guys..currently waiting to go to church..

geeezz...to my fellow part d mates.

hey guys, wow so fast 4 years liao... and i can't believe we are passing out so fast.. yup we been hell alot together..suffer togther enjoy together, like eat together, bath together , shit together, realising that though we are from different background but one thing we have in common is that we are there for each other. Last training for once we showed great unity. hahas. just wanna say that it was great been with u guys.. just hope that this monday u guys will be in the parade stay with me alright.. i know is hard but hey... i hate it too.... but i just got to do wat i mean suppose to do. i know we tried but our position is gone..all our hard work is gone... but wat really we could do is that make this speech day a good wan okay??? whatever is it.. i got ur back didn't i.. ??? i was always the one who voice up for the team...so stay with me ya..=)

hai... so far i m okay bA ..just got some bug in me. wahlaO.. hai,... u guys drink more water ya,, yesterday night was freaking emo sia.. u know... but thanks HY she told that i can't be strong all the time..qutie true...oh please hong ying is nit u Dun BHB plz.... hahahs..mange to call chubby...

Speaking of chubby...yes yes i know the rumours is in town..HELLO???? i and her got no relationship ya...wa lao all these ppl haiyo...

mary jane also ....pls ya u all are..i scared later she think i like her...OMG die...hahhas...she is okay lah but u all dun make fun of me can... i call miss ling then ur asses are screwed..=) hahahs...

haven't been working out man...so fat already.... gym tennis all no time.... hahas...

watch 2 Fast 2 furious...is a die die show that must watch sia.. really GOOD 10/10 freaking good..=)

gotta go now....

p.s sorry chubby i was just playing lah..i slit my wrist for wat??? act emo..=)

2009-04-02T07:36:00.000-07:00

i hate my life..i just feel like crying i am such an idiot ...

i feel like getting pissed..but deep down in me i know i can't wat is wrong with me... Wat is wrong....

2009-04-02T01:40:00.000-07:00

Well i am back...feeling qutie shitty... i mean mainly on my mind is my bloody O's stupid sia..y must have O??? nvr mind ba.

these fews days ncc has been really suck i guess. all i can say is that my sec 3 and 2..heheh...just watch out eh... so gonna make u guys get it..=)

u know, i guess these few days have been wicked... totally feel F up now...i m trying...

Sometimes i don't know who u really ah, but the fact is that i must get over it and move on.....i must... i just can't take it anymore....

2009-03-28T00:08:00.004-07:00

okay oooops sorry...hahas..=)

hey guys...well first thing first i may be going to english tution liao...cooll huh.. BUT it is gonna be on a sunday man..gonna miss church hai... still thinking on how to improve my english sia...hai...

I always get this Picture of not going to do well for my O level sia....hai... well gonna work hader and harder i guess... hai=(

Thank to aglin for her notes..quite effective leh....

For Chubby...

hey chubby =) well like i always tell my friends... that i would be there for u chubby no matter what.. but u are one of the strongest girl both emotionally and mentally i ever known hahas.. aiya physiically not really sorry=P anyways u know that kid is really crazy over u.... i know is hard but u know wat.. dun let it affect U kays... i know u are pretty pissed and i am glad u shared with me.. i mean yup i m chubby what.=)

It would only last for a while lah okay..=) heheh cheer up k..=)

called chubby last night...talk alot of crap....hahaas...so fun..=)

May i have ur attention please....CHUBBY GIRL BULLY ME SIA....T.T

HAHAHS... chubby cute lah...and sweet...but i m the sweetest and cutest of all...wahahahahahaah....

miss u guys..=) cheers...

2009-03-28T00:08:00.003-07:00

2009-03-28T00:08:00.001-07:00

2009-03-26T22:56:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY..

so for not posting very busy ma....awww sorry guys gotta go..will update soon alright...just bear =)

2009-03-22T00:52:00.000-07:00

hey guys...

hahas... well tmr gonna start school and honestly i am so eager about it. hahas.. All i can say is that i gonna work hard..these few days had been reallly slack...haiyo...=) ok trying to get the mood of studying... hahahs.. well good thing now i liking tennis now. JUst praying that god will help me..and u guys..=)

anyways....hehe... YA YA.. meet my outstanding chubby girl... (hey u dun touch her,, she is mine=] ..dun think about it..) heheh.. well she likes chocolates i guess... but u know wat she keep bullying me leh... say i naughty...hai...hehe where got???? aiya i call her chubby girl cos she keep eating.. geezzz gonna bring one bag of chocolate.... hehe....shhhhh dun tell her=P hahas..

you know.. sometime life is like that.. have so many friends around u... friends that truely cherish the moment they had together..( dun worry yaya not talking about u...) hehe( awwwww dun cry lah...okay fine u and one of them...) =) they really know how to make ur day so special...

okay guys gotta go now...will update more k..=)

2009-03-19T01:03:00.000-07:00

awww shitty me...

first up, tennis is on my mind again=) hahas play with some kids around the block but my forehand still suck suck, not very good.

well studies trying my best to concentrate man, don't know y i can't concentrated leh...

sorry ah guys will link u guys up soon k and the photo..lazy tsk...

hmmmm these days had been at home can say stone lor but ya studying hard.

Alright peeps...gonna study now after reading peoples blog felt like studying...wtf lousy theory.....watever....

cheers..=)

2009-03-17T00:35:00.000-07:00

hello...

Just few days ago come back from camp....hahas is was a BLAST man... manage to talk to my 1n2..thank god they are cooperative....ooopps dun know how to spell... anyways tok qutie a bunch full of photo..hahas...lazy post it up....soon ok???

Sec 1 are pretty different i guess....me and the student leaders kept shouting...like alfred....
man totally suck.. Some even tired to pick a fights and stuff...

Honestly wasn't a really easy job. Gotta be patient with them, sometime they dun really understand. hai...But i guess they will learnt.. A few cute things happen like one boy slept on another boy groin??? WTF hahas one guys ask whether i from which 4NA class, i was like man i from express and i told them i was from 4e1 they were like WOW.. hahas..

okay gtg ya...

To 1n2.. is has been wonderful to have u guys man. only my cheers suck but ya..cos I rep the harmony..

Harmony harmony

we rep the harmony , harmony

we rep the harmony , harmony
....

2009-03-10T00:31:00.000-07:00

Ever sincve not talking to you, i felt happy , cause i no longer gonna wait. Sometimes i just wonder whether do you appericate what i did for you,let me make it more general, what WE did to make you feel loved. honestly after much tiredness, is time for me to rest. I would rather play with your other play mates rather than you now. Thing have changes you see, my life goes around you but now i know is not fair to me.A fter so much i did just for you not a single attention was given to me. Not a word of Thanks. Not even a phrase of good job my friend, or i so glad to have a friend like you.

i just gave up, i gonna be the self-fish from now on. I won't change because the problem lie with you ...

i miss you, but life must go on....

2009-03-10T00:22:00.000-07:00

yellow...=)

hahas well common test had just pasted..but hai EL still not there yet just hoping things would work out ..well this time not bad lah just wanna thank god about it..=)

2009-02-28T00:06:00.001-08:00

well CT really coming just wanna thank god for answering my paryer..

2009-02-26T23:27:00.000-08:00

hey there,

well trying work rea;;y hard for the test coming up man... cheers ya.=)

2009-02-20T01:50:00.000-08:00

Wow. today was qutie fucking up day...yes fucking up...

first up ncc...waaaaa... now our seniors are gone..yes gone. because we simply hate them so much. yup so we think they are extras. i dunno maybe some of my part mates are some bloody pussies eh?? complain this complain that. wat the fuck lah?? we hate The one. believe me people only to the ncc ppl i know u guys know who eh?? well true we are unhappy with our position for speech day yes i know... but wtf?????? huh??? u dun wan them because of one reasons U hate them. yes hate them. i dunno ..btw we not wearing Number 1 ..

well i dun understand u guys man.. is it becos i m too nice to u guys or smth man. i mean now she now.....yes she knows and she is like asking who m i?? told u all dun play try to be funny with me... now she know..and i hav to take up all the shit and ask her not to believe u guys.... wa lao....y give her false hope eh?? i not trying to be cocky ...but she has been asking aroundman... i mean if someone u like like u too but one day he or she say i m sorry my friends were just playing with u....understand?????

serve u right if ur arse get screwed...hell yeah..let see who hav the last laugh....

And u.. my friend u whack my face i nvr say anything ..if i was not in the mood i juz laugh...or wat so ever..u ??? i play with u u attitude with me...go back class sit on the floor like wanna get attention or wat..come on lah honestly u losed ur respect man ...y like wan to figth fight like that...hahas... come on u ask the class i mean te boy whether they like it or not when u slap people face lah ....worst always gotta wait for u to lock the door late for class....come on lah mature a bit can??

Needa focus on my studies more....

2009-02-19T00:46:00.000-08:00

hey guys.

well nothing much eh. hmmmm got pe today kinda wired cause we did not really like the teacher oh come on.. best part i told my parent about it and mum say 2 against 3 play wat??? hahas.. well she not really know sports lah but yup love to get into trouble...hhas..cool eh??? dad gave me some pretty good advice though burt never use hahas.

these fews day had been great i guess, though i feel astray from the lord... so yup u guys pray for me k=) haven do my hmwk...

Studies wise well pretty scared for my Geog and ss and english. hai.... well my sis going to P 5 camp tmr...hahas first camp if i not wrong...hahas...cool eh...home alone=) whahahaha....

studying hard....

Glin cannot breath yesterday went to the hospital...but she is fine so pray for her eh?

pray for ching yee u know alots things happen but thank god now is better...right??/

my class ..just pray they won't feel tired and never give up...=)

jieming too pray for him to get his post he want's....

alright peeps....take cares..

will be back soon.

2009-02-14T05:33:00.000-08:00

i know iknow..

what day is it?/

Valentines Day. good for couples only sia.. hahas. well hope everyone did had a great time with their love ones. well parent s went out for dinner. Wanted to call pizza though but my maid cook so yup.=P damn it. things i guess happen the way we did not wan it eh??

Mei called me, well she gonna thru a period of tough time i guess...

suppose to post this yesterday but ...aiya...watever...gearing up for O's..

no kick...=P

2009-02-10T04:49:00.000-08:00

Pictures of you.

well, i just don't no why you were like that. It hurts really when you gave me that kind of attitude?? Am i not being a good friend? Is like haven't i lose friends already? SOmetime i think why am i so Dump to even believe in you? Is it because i am jealous? Oh really? i don't know? Maybe one day out of here, i never gonna see that face again? I can't believe i was fooled?? Are u really that kind of people?? Huh?? are u so mean? U say we are friends but are we acting like one? u talked only when u needa me? i try to play it cool but one day i will burst. no wonder people said. Maybe god wan me to help u out. Maybe. i guess i take the fact that i just a subsituted friend i guess. I ain't wanna complain hell no. i will just be the kind guy again. but if u take advantage, believe me i will annoy u till u feeling shitty inside..

2009-02-08T00:53:00.000-08:00

Lead me to the righteous path.

Life sucks true.
Shit happens true.
dun wan take O level. true
true true true..

just wondering whether my ard work would pay off.. i haven't been going to churchs these days. i guess it had been a month. school work keep piling in. coming home late feeling exhausted and tired. but the best feeling is this , though we r tired we never gave up. we work togther as one...as a whole...

geez y m i saying this.. ALL it matter is me right...wat happen in the end. who cares about other??/ god make us the person to be the ones that encourage each other...

All i m trying to say is that....have u find the friends that are reallly true to u????

Btw i did...=)

2009-02-06T06:14:00.001-08:00

well well..

today was qutie a day eh??/ parent aren't around can do all sort of things hahas..qutie cool...
met thahirah with aglin and me... she seem not to good chat with her and stuff ..she fine i hope..

hahas...nothing much..cheers..=P

2009-02-05T06:51:00.000-08:00

sorry for posting ya..

heheh..well today was okay i guess..working hard mum dad off so can do watever i like...ahahas..

2009-02-01T00:58:00.000-08:00

Crazyness..

well...these few days had been really busy i guess colleting hong bao and stuff haven't counted how much i get yet. just thought of blogging just to easies my mind.

i dunno.\ i juz wish that all our happy moment will be forever .
Life is not perfact right>>?? but i believe everyone can have more happy moment than sad ones. things have change i guess.. alot of them..

Studies have made me to be a hardworking person i guess.

2009-01-26T20:15:00.000-08:00

Yo....

hahas...

Firstly Happy Chinese New Year...though i don't quite like the seasons.
Food making me fit....zzz...i mean fat, money come rushing in to my pockets babe.. however due to the financialc economic problems....hai..yes people our money has gone down to by 43.123546% how did i know??? because i was just bullshitting hahs..got u.+)

well things has been better i guess though got some problem..later are coming to my house man...Can't play x box??? wat man. but is cool..watch movie ba.

Just wanna thank god...for everything u know..

Shit read chiang blog and i hav bio test tmr...+( wa lao...go study liao..LOve u all..

2009-01-22T22:27:00.000-08:00

Hey guys....

wow. i week have passed so quickly man hahas. next thing i know is that i taking my O levels. man. Last few days have been extrememly tiring ...got some work shop nded around 5 pm plus shack like some pig...

Life.

life haven't been treating me very well , it wasn't smooth sailing as before i guess, dunno god probably wanna test me or smth. studies ahv make me work really hard which a good thing i guess,,,.. main thing is friends lah,,,.. some friends av problem and stuff , some say i make them angry and stuff... i also never did anything. i mean fine people got their own mood Please..so???
Must i be a nice guy everything eh??? so do take me for granted...i know...but thank god juza small sum only. Look if i ever make u angry or anything sorry.. to whoever lah...cos i aren't gonna be so concern to ur little winey problems .

But i try my best to be happy eh??? and make u guys smile...

Juz wanna take a break for a while..

2009-01-18T00:06:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, sorry for not posting for a really long time....hahas..jus for ur infomation i know who spam my previous blog leh. hahas...anyways..these few day never only com..well is a good thing i guess. O are coming reallly soon..hahas..so feast week 2 over liao.. juz pray to god that he will help us...

really trying to focus on my work try to push everything else a side...Trying...i juz dun wan to end up like the sec 4/... gggezz....so fast one year past leh....quick huhZ?? next time u know our butts are out of here..then to jc or ploy , ns, getting a job then a famliy....LIFE..

Talking about life, maybe i will migrated to some other country...i dunno haven't told my parents yet..but yup yup... i juz dun like the education here...i still remember during overseas people might not have extra money to spent on themselves but they are enjoying much more in life than ask..

taking this example if i give u one million US bucks.. What will u do with it????

1) dun tell me u invest...cockers... well propbably buy a car???

2) a house????

3) maybe spent money clothes or food???

well to be honest , that's wat most singaporens think i guess???

y...not use tt money to go like places like mountains are to ski?? snowborad??? bring the whole class overseas??? buy a boat travel aroung the whole world...???

so yup we should hav a more open mind....

hahas...so gonna end here...

take cares...

2009-01-10T05:34:00.000-08:00

well....passing one week has been really exhausting....i mean sch is crazy....man..

juz really putting things in god's hand...i felt i should be more focus in work. times has been on our side,,,..i still remember mr barry lim asking the class who is not tired raised up our hands. no one did,,,..of course lukas being him put up his hand. but i knew he was tired so was us. but i was really encourage...Y??? becos every one though was tired...did not say....in fact they stayed strong...they even did not utter a word about tiredness....now i know y god put me in tt class...=)

being in 4e1 ain't easy...homework come rushing thru..ur head....think of wat's gonna happen tmr....is juz pure craziness.....man...thought of giving them encouragment cards...maybe that is a good idea..=] i will try....

finally let us pray together ...that the lord will help us thru watever stands in our way....

take care my friends=)

2009-01-03T23:37:00.000-08:00

my life recently haven't been the same...i don't know..is it the sch stress coming in???? maybe i can't juz cool enoUG?? do i often get panic? i mean something is inside me....that dun allow me to do the things i did during the holidays....geeez///.....

been working hard...wondering whether it will pay off???

2008-12-29T06:04:00.000-08:00

for u only...

nahhhhhhaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
Baby you're so beautiful,
and when i'm near you
,i can't breathe,(i can't breathe)
A girl like you gets what she wants,
when she wants it
,You're so out of my league,(out my league)
I show you no emotion
,Don't let you see,what you're doin' to me
,(that's what you seeing baby)
I imagine the two of us together,
but i've been living in reality,
Fear of rejection,
kept my love inside,
But time is running out,
so damn my foolish pride,
I don't care if you think i'm crazy,(crazy
)It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
,(i don't care)I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had,
Now i'm gonna confess,that i love you, (love you)
I've been keeping it inside,(inside)
,feelin i could die
,But if you turn away,
baby that's O.K
.,At least we had a moment,before you say goodbye
,You can lose what you never had
,Rules are made for breaking,(breaking)
Nothing ventured nothing gained,
I'll be no worse off,then i am right now
,and i might never getthat chance again,
baby,Fear of rejection
,kept my love inside
,Told my heart i didn't want you
,but i lied,I don't care if you think i'm crazy,(i'm crazy)
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
,(doesn't matter if it turns out bad
)I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had,(yeah
)Now i'm gonna confess that i love you,(i love you)
I've been keeping it inside,(inside)
feelin i could die,(i could die)
But if you turn away,baby that's O.K
,At least we'll have a moment before,
you say good-bye,(beforeyou say goodbye
)Here on the outside looking in
,Don't wanna stay dreaming bout,
what could have been,
Need to hear you speak my name,even
if you shoot me down in flames,
I don't care if you think i'm crazy,(i 'm crazy baby)
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad,(if it turns out bad)
I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had
,Now i'm gonna confess that i love you,(that i love you girl)
I've been keepin it inside,feelin i could die,(die)
But if you turn away,baby that's O.K,
At least we have a moment before,
you say good-bye,You can't loose what you never had
,You can't loose what you never had,
You can't loose what younever had......

2008-12-18T01:04:00.001-08:00

2008-12-18T00:36:00.000-08:00

singapore...

hahas....still watch chelseas match against arensal.....1-2

food

kekeke.....mummy i wan this for christmas=P

cute rite???=)

brothers and sisters...=P

me and my little FRiends

CUTE@@@@

we saw this on the way

beautiful road.,...

wineyard....

second last dinner...i tink....=P

robben island.......

seal eating...=)

last lunch.......

last dinner.....

meeee!!!!!!!

is called table mountain....cool huh...

me and her...haiyo....=P

sis

last day of the trip=(

2008-12-15T18:29:00.000-08:00

well. sorry for not erm. posting lately. there is something that i wanna say...

ever since i have been the recently YF camp i felt totally i great changed in me. i began to feel more christian like . well i believe that god did really touches my heart...

i felt that my heart juz fell into place juz like perfect....i mean the people there were extremely great and friendly...the best part is that to received encouragement card...i mean is really nice to give and best part to received...even people who do not know u at all still u know give that cards to me....so i just wondering will this last forever....think about it ,....for example school friends....i mean do we still keep in contact with ur primary sch friends still???? i mean how many can we keep contact with...secondary sch friends too....i mean yup we will cherish these moment together...but after O levels ....we will see.....( no offence ya)

africa trip photo will upload soon./.=)

2008-12-08T01:03:00.000-08:00

south africa TRIP....

okay i know u guys are like dying to know so gonna tell u guys bit...=)

ENJOY

ME AND MY MUM AND SIS...=)

ME AT THE AIRPORT.....SOUTH AFRICA I MEAN..

GETTING WARM UP..=)

JUZ IN CASE WE NEED TO USE A GUN...KEKE...=p

OUR FIRST HOTEL...=) HOTEL SIA...KEKE....

i juz can't believe my dad did this to the mirror....

wanna act young....geeeeezzzz

mr paul....our ranger=)

mr FRIDAY ( his name is friday really.=)

who take cares of my family...

one of our room...=)

2008-12-08T01:01:00.000-08:00

SOUTH AFRICA TRIP

OKAY !!!!

MAYBE U GUYS ARE DYING TO know wat is it like..so gonna give u some pics...Enjoy/...

2008-12-07T00:16:00.000-08:00

i know...i so freaking lazy hahas,,,to blog....shit lah got ulcer at the back of my thorat.....wa lao....i know about the africa trip i lazy blog..hopefully will be done before the camp....youth camp....weeeehhhh.....heheh,......stay in touch..=)

2008-12-03T23:05:00.001-08:00

hey guys i m back...hahas....got so much things to rtell u sia..i miss africa....really really fun i guess,,,,..i felt there was a changeed in me...will updated more.....cheers..)

2008-11-18T00:03:00.000-08:00

ok erm..got a new ear pieces liao....haha..ILUV man..

anyways,,..so yup..tonight i will be leaving for overseas...my flight is at 2am...so yup wish me to hAV a good hoiliday.....well gonna miss 3e1,,,,,,...followed by the church people.....and tropica friends man....

missing 3e1 ....cause like no laughter....i mean everyime see the video about them keep me smiling...so yup...=)

church mates...hmmm...yf camp is like 3 days after i come back.....so hope won'y get jacklet...dun know whehter i spell correctly a not ....haha...( ben wong if im got jetlack dun blame me arh..=P)

tropica ppl.....gonna miss playing bball...and those traveling hope u guys hav a good holiday....=)

so that's it for me now......hmmmm...wish me all the best and will post on 6th.....so pls pls....keep my cbox alive ya......

love ya....

boy boy..

p.s..
if u wanna give me a message...give me a sms...or smth..=)

2008-11-13T22:09:00.000-08:00

well....

finally my blog is not so dead afterall...hahas.....tks ppl...put my tag board live ya..!!!

now a days...i admit i so damn lazy going to gym....geeezzz......hahas..but still play bball....u know i keep thinking wat m good at???? i mean i can play almost every sport...i mean to me...i cAN PLAY each one of them very well...basketball, soccer( maybe footworks still suck), table tennis..or pingpong ball.. Volleyball., badminton...squash...etc etc....hai.....

dunoo wat m i good at..

STUDY TIME MY FRIEND....

2008-11-13T00:30:00.000-08:00

hello everyone...

listen ar...i changed my SKInnn....my Skin....man...hahahas....i mean is like .........................................
coool....=)

anyways...well...
well....i will be traveling to other countries....and i bet gonna miss each and everyone of u guys,,,,so yup,,,

hai...trying to focus.....on my studies....

so well..trying to improve on my sport...like tennis...haven't been playing for a while...feel like going for training agqain.....bball also.....hai....well hop u guys like my new blog ya....

love ya...

boy boy....billabong.....is my STYLe......

2008-11-12T01:05:00.001-08:00

finally....finish i guess..suppose to study..keke...=) hope u like my skin..=)

2008-11-12T00:20:00.003-08:00

hioiii

2008-11-12T00:20:00.001-08:00

hii